Thanks Roxie, I really do feel welcome but I'm always afraid that if I post too soon or too often people will feel that I am intruding on their "family".
I, too, have a lot of trouble trusting other people; the main reason why I don't keep in contact with anyone after the reason I see them(school, work) goes away, hence the complete lack of friends in the real world. It's a lot easier to be open with people online for me, it's harder for people to get to know me and therefore they have less reason to judge me negatively which just happens to be one of my biggest fears.
Nuisance didn't have a name for the longest time. I'd call her my bubby girl, my little monster and finally, I started calling her my gorgeous nuisance because she's a marker and constantly pees on me, which is a bit of a nuisance lol.
That's a great story about your daughter! I laughed like crazy when I read that!

I've seen a lot of people let their mice and rats' tumors grow until they finally die pretty horrific deaths. I could never do that to my girl. A lot of people think rats don't recognise their owners or feel affection towards them but she knows me. She'll bite anyone's fingers, if you put them in her cage, except mine (she only bites them because she thinks they're food mind you and lets go as soon as she realises they aren't food or new tissues). When she's enjoying a cheek rub she'll groom me and I know she loves me.
I had a hamster who, if I could have, I would have done anything to keep with me longer. He was 2 and a half years old when he passed away in his sleep and I still greive his death even though he was very old. His name was Fing, as in baby talk for my little "thing". He was the most gorgeous little man in the entire world as he was the most affectionate and loving pet I've ever had, including my cats and dog.
Nuisance means just as much to me as Fing and I refuse to let her get sick or feel pain. She takes care of me by nibbling and licking my fingers, keeping me clean in her own little way.

She takes care of me so I'll take care of her the best I can.
Thanks so much Roxie for the good wishes. I, too, am really proud and excited to know you. I don't think I've met a more caring person!
Jaz